Day 30

Your favorite song

Yay! It only took me 46 days to complete my 30 days of blogging challenge. This last one is kind of hard, for the longest time I haven't really had a FAVORITE song. In high school it was IRIS by Goo Goo Dolls, and though I still love it, its not at the top of my chart. I would say that my favorite song right now is a beautiful song by Mindy Gledhill, Small Enough. I love when it comes on during "Sounds of Sunday" while I'm getting ready for church.

I am in awe at the fact that my Heavenly Father, MY Heavenly Father is the same being that created this magnificent earth that we live on. That he literally has ALL power and that all mankind that have been and will yet be on this earth are HIS children. Everyone one of them, and he loves us all so much. Yes, He is the same God that I pray to daily, that I talk to like a friend, that sends comfort when I need it, cheering me on when I triumph and the first to teach me humility, He is always near. I don't know how He does it, but He does it, and I am amazed. While I was pregnant with Kaelyn and when she was in the hospital, I had some very tender conversations with him. There were many times I told Him I couldn't do it, it was just too hard. It was in those times, when the burden of possibly losing my daughter, I felt his loving arms wrap around me and carry me, he was there. I'm pretty sure in the life before He and I made a deal. He told me that he would send beautiful sunsets to remind me that we would always be close by. When I see His masterpieces in the sky I know, he is here. He has watched out for me in every aspect of my life, continually teaching me that it will work out, and it will be okay. Even if His okay isn't my okay, I have learned to trust that He knows best. He hears my prayers and He knows exactly what's in my heart, He even answers the prayers I don't dare say.

Small Enough Lyrics

O great God
be small enough to hear me now
There were times when I was crying
from the dark of Daniel's den
and I have asked you once or twice
if you would part the sea again
but tonight I do not need a
fiery pillar in the sky
just want to know you're gonna hold me
if i start to cry

O great God
be small enough to hear me now
O great God
be close enough to feel you now
(O great God be close to me)

There have been moments when I could
not face Goliath on my own
and how could I forget we've
marched around our share of Jericho
But I will not be setting out a fleece
for you tonight
just want to know that everything
will be alright

O great God
be close enough to feel you now

All praise and all the honor be
to the God of ancient mysteries
whose every sight and wonder
turn the pages of our history
but tonight my heart is heavy
and I cannot keep from whispering this prayer
are you there?

And I know you could leave writing on
the wall thats just for me
or send wisdom while I'm sleeping
like in Solomon's sweet dreams
but i don't need the strength of Samson
or a chariot in the air
just want to know that you still know
how many hairs are on my head

O great God
(are you small enough?)
be small enough to hear me now